Warm

“Her smile could warm the coldest hearts, her laugh’s a symphony and her heart, oh boy, her heart. So pure, so kind, so good. She’s such a happy little thing. I’d no choice really, but to fall hopelessly in love with her and watch as she conquered effortlessly, my cold, lonely world.” Advertisements

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The Day I Decided I’m Fabulous, My Life Got a Whole Lot Better

The ages 16 and 17 were tough on me and during this period I developed severe anxiety and horrible insecurities about the way I look and I think they stayed with me pretty much till around 6 months back when I got out of what I hadn’t realized was an extremely toxic relationship. My life…

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Solace

I’m trembling. He holds me in his arms. I’m shaking, my mind is exploding with emotions I cannot contain. I’m a mess, a broken mess but right now in his arms I’m starting to feel safe again. Please don’t let go. There is nowhere else I’d rather be. Suddenly it doesn’t matter how my past…

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Vow

You close your eyes and look away. You’re fighting back tears and it absolutely crushes me. It breaks my heart, you have a past so troubled. And it breaks my heart because you, my love, you deserved none of it. A single tear rolls down. No love, hush, you’re okay now. You’re in my arms…

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Happy Birthday, Joy   And when we meet, hold me tight and close like you’ll never let go. And I’ll melt in the warmth of your embrace. You’re my safe haven. And when we meet, look deep into my eyes; they say I’m hard to read but I’ll tell you a secret, my eyes can’t…

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Pep Talk

The past does not matter. It does not matter how much you’ve fucked shit up, how many people you’ve hurt, how many people hurt you, how many regrets you have. Today is a new day. Today you could make amends. Today you move on. Today is a chance. Use it wisely. If there’s someone you’ve…

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23328000 seconds of you

Mi Amor, Four months into being us, one cloudy Sunday morning I woke up to you, wrapped in your arms and I realized that I was completely, utterly and unconditionally in love with you. The breeze was cool, the sky was downcast and it was quiet all around, and for the first time in my…

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How to Love Someone with Borderline Personality Disorder

Long read (4-7 mins) Until August 2015 when I was diagnosed, I didn’t know anything about personality disorders, forget BPD. But with a break-up gone horribly wrong and my coping mechanisms turning extremely unhealthy I knew something was amiss. I was so utterly lost and desperate to escape pain altogether. That’s how I first started…

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Smushball

Hey. For my sake and for the sake of our relationship, I hope you are someone who reads. The words I type have always conveyed my feelings better than anything else. I think about you often, mostly because I’m terrified you aren’t real or I will never find you. You are the man I will…

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Pep Talk

You’ve made a complete and total mess of your life so far, and I’m glad you’re finally waking up and seeing the light. Thank you for finally realizing that it is time to fix things. You’ve been blessed with a combination of your insanely smart parents’ brain and we both know that hands down you…

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