I believe the monsoons are getting to me again. Killing my mood, getting me drenched and getting muck on my Nike’s. Sure, the rains are great for a day in with a cuppa, a book and the coziest, softest faux fur plush blanket (mother sent across a gift. I’ve upgraded from the quilt) but for all things else, no please I’ll pass.

Why does this season have to be so gloomy, annoying and uncomfortable? Especially when I’m having the most productive month I’ve had all year. Travelling every day to work is a pain, I get stuck in the rain every other day and I simply cannot wake up at 6am (a new resolution!) because it’s too cold and my blanket too comforting (now I cannot imagine what my mornings during the winter are going to be like). Sigh.

I think I should to make a goals board soon. Put it up somewhere so I see it every morning when I wake up. I already know three things that are going to be on there. The $945 Louboutin Jamie Peep Toes in black, the Cabata tote and an adorable brownstone in NY. I guess some days my dreams to appear a little too far fetched for a small town nobody like me but then again, if someone else has achieved it once, so can I. And if I’m to dream anyway, why dream small?

I WILL BE THE BEST DARN PUBLICIST EVER.

I will work my ass off, put my (blood?) sweat and tears and buy those goddamn shoes, purse and apartment. So maybe it’ll take many years. But I don’t care. I’ll know I’d have earned it all and it was worth the wait.

Love will find me again some day, it could be mere days from now, months from now or maybe it’ll take years. But that’s okay. I crave love but I know I’ve been fine so far without it (god bless wholesome friendships and a caring family) and I will continue to be. But I also have much hope and faith some day it’ll happen and it’ll be absolutely wonderful.

(I ALREADY HAVE A NEW PIECE IDEA ON WHY LOVE AND MATERIAL POSSESSIONS ARE SO IMPORTANT TO ME, AYYY) 

(DON’T KNOW WHY THIS IS IN QUOTES OR IN BRACKETS OR IN CAPITALS OR IN ITALICS BUT IT’S TOO LATE TO CARE, AYYY)

It’s deeply stressing me out that I’m going to have to wait for about 2 years for GOT season 8.

I’ve many new plans for my website guyyyyzzzz. First off, I’m going to upgrade this to a .com. And then maybe write a weekly Sex/Relationships piece. Maybe like a column. Work towards long term goal of writing a column in a magazine? √

Definitely, definitely going to do more internships. PR is fun. I’m starting to sound more confident than ever over the phone when I have to interact with bigshots and I’m loving it. I tell you, reader. It’s all faux confidence, it’s just starting to get real. My network’s growing, it’s a good feeling.

Life is stressful. But it’s looking up.

The brand launch event at the Ritz went fabulously well. I’ll start doing commercial reviews for restaurants and party venues across Bangalore (read – new job offer) yaaaayyy. Career-wise that’s the latest update. So yes, my website’s going to be alllll different.

Tomorrow I’ve my ethnic day at Uni and I’m sitting in my room, relaxed just typing away. I’m going to drink two litres of water now because I really think I’m getting a zit on my chin and it could not come at a worse time and I’m going to hope all the water just magically fixes it.

This almost seems like a journal entry, haha.

This definitely is a very public journal entry, haha.

Anyway, life is looking up and everything is great and I hope things are fabulous for you too, reader!

Stay positive and hustle. 

Much love.

xx

 

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Posted by:karthikaaaa

20, Bangalore. Christ University. Writer, Photographer.

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